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Sunday, August 14, 2016

On Stage with Langhorne Slim and The Law



He crouched lower and lower to the edge of the stage and looked us right in the eye, his own eyes dark and piercing under the shade of his black hat, and he crowed in a low voice into the microphone, “Come a little closer. I have something to tell you.”

All of us fans in the crowd moved as one body closer to the stage.

Langhorne Slim, the singer songwriter from Nashville, TN, was courting us with his lyrics and storytelling now like a fisherman in the sea of music, and storytelling was his bait to draw us in.

Then, when he had us captivated and listening, he stood up and sang out passionately, “I came all this way to show you my love.”

What an unforgettable night at the 2016 Timberfest music festival in Carnation, WA. Although the event happened a whole month ago, and I am only now finishing my record of it, the memory is as keen as if it were yesterday. So I stop in the middle of my forward-planning wedding tracks and glance back on a concert with Langhorne Slim and The Law spent wild and free under a starry night sky.

As we entered the festival grounds, whose car should drive in front of us but Langhorne’s, and a few minutes later there he was, strolling nonchalantly in his leather boots and jeans, literally crossing our path again as we waited for a Greek gyro, and Robert ducked out to greet him personally.

The concert commenced and Langhorne called out to the people behind us within a fenced drinking arena. He shouted to them in good humor to finish their beer, get out and come closer. When that didn’t seem to do the trick, a few songs later, Langhorne decided to get closer to the crowds himself. (Incidentally, his latest album The Spirit Moves is the first he’s written and recorded entirely sober, leaving drugs and alcohol behind him, according to his website bio here.) Jumping off the stage right into the midst of us, he pressed through the crowd to get to the outsiders while we watched and clapped on. One leap and he was standing right over them on the wooden counter singing into the microphone while his stage managers, used to keeping up to his wild antics, didn’t miss a beat as they held the mic cords high above people’s heads and waited for Langhorne to return to stage.

“He was walking among us!” I felt a revelation as if he were some kind of Christ figure, for he kept bending down low and captivating us with his stories, making our hearts thump louder to the beat of something bigger than us, casting out his bait to the farthest reaches of humanity, those of us caught behind whatever fences we may have constructed for ourselves, inviting us all into the full musical experience. “Those who are well do not need a physician, but the sick do. I did not come to call the righteous but sinners.” (Mark 2:17)

Really, we were having the time of our life, celebrating life and live music in the great outdoors, hemmed in by Washington’s majestic trees all around us. We shouted joyfully and jumped up and down and danced to the talents of the band.

But the best part came at the end of the show. In the final act, Langhorne jumped off stage again and then pulled people from the crowd up on stage with him. I couldn’t believe it when Robert knelt down on one knee and hoisted me onto stage, while Langhorne himself grabbed my elbow to steady me as I got a footing, and we danced next to the talented Mr. Slim!

As we danced on higher ground, I thought this too was an uncanny allegory to heaven and to Christ, who joins our raw humanity on the ground in order to, in the final act, lift us up onto heaven’s stage, drawing us into glory.

So there we were, shouting joyfully, of all lyrics, “I’m not dead, I’m not dead, I’m not dead!” Ha, a reminder that despite everything we’ve been through, each of our stories isn’t over yet, and we are still alive, still pressing on, still being resurrected.

We swayed to the final encore, “Changes,” and smiled as we related to going through changes in our hearts and lives.  And while we could have made those changes getting hitched in a private chapel or eloping to an island to profess our vows, we felt instead compelled to go the distance back to our families. Now I know the reason why: “to show them our love.”

Thank you for inspiring us, Langhorne Slim and The Law, and for an amazing concert! Happy birthday on August 20th, our wedding day!

Monday, July 4, 2016

The Lord is Truly Our Source of Refreshment



Help! I lost my car and we are on the verge of losing our sanity on this wild ride called wedding planning and marriage preparation. When we make it to the altar, we are going to be throwing our arms up in the air and shouting “Victory! We did it!” Well, okay, not really, but our hearts will be that jubilant at least! We’ve waited, hoped, dreamed, waited some more, planned and learned to share everything with one another so that now what remains is one thing:
  “Set me as a seal on your heart, as a seal on your arm” (Song of Songs 8:6)
  “And the two shall become one flesh” (Mark 10:8)
  “Therefore what God has joined together, no human being must separate,” (Mark 10:9)
  “Be fertile and multiply; fill the earth and subdue it,” (Genesis 1:28)

And this weekend’s Gospel charges us with our continued and now joint mission as disciples of Jesus Christ by rite of our baptism. Christ sends his apostles out in pairs and reminds us of our duty as citizens of the eternal kingdom to spread the light of Christ into our families, city, our nation and our world: 
  “The harvest is abundant but the laborers are few,” (Luke 10:2)
  “I am sending you like lambs among wolves” (3)
  “Carry no money bag, no sack, no sandals” (4)
  “Whatever town you enter…say to them, ‘The kingdom of God is at hand for you.’” (8)

Yes, God is HERE among us! In fire, in wind, in water, in air. His is the light of love we share, the inspiration that guides us to create new things each day, the refreshment of our souls and the life that we breathe, that sustains us. He is our comfort amidst the daily stress of work and planning and responsibilities. 

That the Lord is our source of refreshment became evident this weekend as we sat in church, hugged round by the beautiful columns and held up in the structure, listening to the Word of God. Here God's holy humor and happiness attacked us on every side, and try as we might to suppress laughter, it seeped through anyway in our radiant smiles, a sign of the pure joy it is to just "be" together, as Robert said, without any "doing." The sacred chant of the choir and bellowing organ, our dear Dominican priest preacher, and the bliss of Holy Communion provided a nonstop flow of inspiration and peace flooding through my heart. “As a mother comforts her child, so will I comfort you,” our Lord reassured us in the 1st reading from Isaiah 66.

We’ve been moving Robert into our soon-to-be home. One night after moving some furniture with his buddies, he picked me up for an impromptu late night date in a flatbed truck he was borrowing. He walked up to my door wearing his leather shoes, jeans and leather belt, jean jacket and Kavu baseball cap. Off we drove with the radio turned up and the manual windows rolled down, and I fell in love all over again… As we stopped at a gas station to fill up the tank, he leaned into the open passenger side window and declared with a grin, “You are a country girl. I can tell!”

Yes, my roots are in the country, but since losing my car, I have become one acquainted with the city via the Metro bus, Uber, rides from friends and dependence on my own two legs to get to the places I need to go. It’s afforded me the necessity to walk the city more. It’s the full initiation into Seattle city life before I leave it, and I am grateful for that. It's the culminating factor in dissolving my fears of living in the city as God has stripped me of my last security blanket of the car, of my independence, and I have had to become brave and do things that scare me because I wouldn’t choose them otherwise. It’s the Lord showing me how to go the right way on the bus (for more about that, click here) and to depend on Him. 

This Sunday's Scriptures are reassuring for us all, for although the disciples had nothing – no money, no car, no traveling bag – they had each other, and they had the power and zeal of the Gospel. That was all they needed. It was enough. They had the power to become all they were meant to be in Christ their strength, Christ their hope, and Christ their place of rest. 

In the end, my friends, God's behind the wheel. Let him do the driving. If we still have Him, we haven't lost anything.